I’m tired of hurting people. I’m tired of being a shitty person. I’m tired of having my mind eat me alive. I’m tired of having to drink so I don’t think about things. I’m tired of not knowing what my life is.
I want to change. I want to better myself.
I also want to isolate myself, from everyone and everything. That way, I have no chance to hurt anyone.
I feel like ripping apart my skin,
and searching for a reason for why
I feel this empty.
Maybe my veins are tangled,
or something is lodged
in my ribcage.
Because it feels like
something inside of me is
missing or broken.”—Unknown (via beatboxgoesthump)